Day 22, May 22nd, Wednesday: Rant about something. Get up on your soapbox and tell us how you really feel. (a pet peeve, a current event, a controversial topic, something your husband or roommate or neighbor or boss does that really ticks you off).

I’ve always been one of those people who have this considerable amount of things to rant about inside my head. It’s ironic now that I need to rant, I can’t find anything inside me that needs to be let out. Maybe I got tired, weary, exhausted, what else? I’ve had enough. That’s it. Remember a few weeks back when nothing seemed to stop me from whining about how I hated some people? Oh yes. I’m through with that phase. Holding grudges against anyone isn’t healthy for me.

Okay so I’ll just tell you how I feel at the moment.

I’m terrified this coming semester because of Cost and I can’t believe I only have a few days left before classes start. I want more time to prepare myself and enjoy my vacation — that is to read fictions and paint more. I’ve been in this course for more than two years now and I’ve never had one of those moments that I felt convinced whether there’s an assurance of passing my major or not. I’m challenged and scared all at once. I JUST DON’T WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL YET!! It’s like anytime the gates of hell (I mean school) will suck us all inside! Haha. I don’t wanna see those same old pestering faces!!!! I kid. 😉

Also, the construction people working on our neighbor’s house is annoying as ever. This morning I woke up to the sound of the drillers. Gosh I thought there’s a mall project going inside the village.

Boring blog post is boring. DFTBA!

Instead of a Lemonade Stand, I should open up a “You know what I can’t stand?” Stand. I’ll sell rants in small, medium, and large.
 — Jarod Kintz (This Book Title is Invisible)


Debit happiness; credit emptiness.

Day 20, May 20th, Monday: Get real. Share something you’re struggling with right now.


Let’s just say that I got tired posting about some people, so I’ll just mention about what keeps me insane these days. Yes, reader. INSANE. If this appears somewhat shallow for some people, sorry, but I’m not even sorry.

My summer class just ended last week. It only means one thing. MY REAL VACATION IS HERE. I’m supposed to be reading books, watching movies, making grade school-ish paintings of mine, and studying how to drive. Instead, I’m trying to nose this book. It’s really my goal to finish answering this freaking book even before my summer class started, but because of the semi-hectic schedule that’s been given to us, I haven’t had the chance to read it. Not until this morning. As per usual, I had this terrible headache just by staring at the cover. I don’t sound overreacting, do I? It’s like any Accounting-related book that’s in front of me sucks all my energy just by being near them. Oopsyy, I’m laughing!! Don’t get me wrong. I love Accounting, though the feeling isn’t mutual at times. Okay I’m babbling. Again. As always.

So this is what I’m struggling right now. I don’t know if I can accomplish something before the semester begins with what I’m feeling. Just the thought of several things exhausts me, but sometimes I think it’s better to feel stressed because of Accounting rather than feeling heavy-hearted because of over-thinking. What do you think, reader?

Hope you’re all doing okay. DFTBA!

 It’s the things you fight for and struggle with before earning that have the greatest worth. — Sarah Dessen (Along for the Ride)