Sometimes all you need is a good rant.

Okay. I know I should have posted this for day 22, but it’s already day 23 here in the Philippines. Time check. It’s 6.31 in the morning and since it’s still summer vacation, I should be sleeping by this time. I’m sorry but I really just need to let this all out.

An hour ago everyone was still dozing and my mom and niece were up so early to go somewhere. I was still sleeping, remember? My mom woke me up because my sister called and she wants to talk to us (my sister and I) ASAP. According to her, there will be change of plans. It’s plain okay if she wanted us to get up that early, but the fact that she’s going to whine is annoying. As per usual. Reader, if you’ve gotten this far, I think you should top reading. I’ll babble, as always and you wouldn’t understand. I swear.

She started talking about this sudden change of plan and I, I mean we hate the fact that she had to repeat everything she had to say a million times. I’m not overreacting here. She usually repeats everything more than she should like we can’t comprehend every single word she has to say. Gosh. Imagine that kind of thing being experienced by people who didn’t have enough hours of sleep.

Aside from the fact that she repeats herself constantly, her tone wasn’t friendly nor sympathetic. I resent talking to her at times. She’s used to asking questions and soliciting other people’s opinion when in fact she’s already made up her mind about certain things. Seriously, sis??? You need not ask us if even before you talk to us, you’ve decided. Also, stop acting like you actually care ’cause it shows that you don’t. You cancelled all the plans because you yourself want to pursue new things for yourself. Even though we’re more than willing to arrange things, not a single eyelash of yours is open to the idea. WHY DID YOU EVEN ASK IN THE FIRST PLACE?

We understand that you need things more than we can imagine, but please. Stop rubbing it in!! We can clearly understand everything you have to say. Also, stop mentioning other people when everything’s being thought by you, okay?? Thanks for that breakfast, okay?!

K thanks bye!




Day 22, May 22nd, Wednesday: Rant about something. Get up on your soapbox and tell us how you really feel. (a pet peeve, a current event, a controversial topic, something your husband or roommate or neighbor or boss does that really ticks you off).

I’ve always been one of those people who have this considerable amount of things to rant about inside my head. It’s ironic now that I need to rant, I can’t find anything inside me that needs to be let out. Maybe I got tired, weary, exhausted, what else? I’ve had enough. That’s it. Remember a few weeks back when nothing seemed to stop me from whining about how I hated some people? Oh yes. I’m through with that phase. Holding grudges against anyone isn’t healthy for me.

Okay so I’ll just tell you how I feel at the moment.

I’m terrified this coming semester because of Cost and I can’t believe I only have a few days left before classes start. I want more time to prepare myself and enjoy my vacation — that is to read fictions and paint more. I’ve been in this course for more than two years now and I’ve never had one of those moments that I felt convinced whether there’s an assurance of passing my major or not. I’m challenged and scared all at once. I JUST DON’T WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL YET!! It’s like anytime the gates of hell (I mean school) will suck us all inside! Haha. I don’t wanna see those same old pestering faces!!!! I kid. 😉

Also, the construction people working on our neighbor’s house is annoying as ever. This morning I woke up to the sound of the drillers. Gosh I thought there’s a mall project going inside the village.

Boring blog post is boring. DFTBA!

Instead of a Lemonade Stand, I should open up a “You know what I can’t stand?” Stand. I’ll sell rants in small, medium, and large.
 — Jarod Kintz (This Book Title is Invisible)